Shiloh

Kicked out of house. Bullshit reason. My mothers arrogance is the fuel that drives me to become a better person. Cheers to her, cunt. Smile 🙂 Read more

So here I sit, unbelievably exhausted. I am running on 2 hours of sleep on a few shots of expresso. Been awake 17 hours, biked 2 miles, ran 1.5mi, 29 military style chin ups, several sets of maxing out at benching, 10 dips, and 8 hours of school and 4.5 of work. I am beat, Read more

So alright, I walk into work this evening, to be greeted by a bad look by Mary, the boss. Whatever, nothing new. I pretend not to notice this and put on a fake smile and warmly greet everyone. Two minutes after punching in, I am walking towards the walk in cooler to grab some supplies Read more

I was typing this up before, but I lost it. =( Anyways, I’ll just start over, go off of memory and a bit of revision. =P My boyfriend is the sweetest man ever. He makes me the happiest I’ve ever been, I love it and I love him for it! To all of you who Read more

DAMNIT! It’s the fucking weekend and I’m pissed already. Why? Because I’m a fucktard and I allow myself too. Why? I do not know. Here’s a guess though: my self control sucks. I want to be happy, and I know I have the power to be happy, but there’s just one thing in the middle Read more

And I had it, I took a break and then I vented. I also talked to a friend, who proved me wrong on several aspects, prove to me various other things and has helped me set higher standards for my life, in order to better it and resolve some problems I have. You’re right, you’re Read more

So today kinda sucked, but it was good at the same time. Worked my ass off, 9 hours and about 9 miles of biking on my little brother Oliver’s near-destroyed bike: one brake, two gears, and one extremely bent back rim. I need to fix my bike. Started off at Xroads today, cleaning by myself, Read more

It’s been nearly 2 weeks since I posted, and my life has been a never ending circle of dominoes: it seems every time I am caught up on one thing there is another to knock me off my course again, “every action has an equal and opposite reaction” sorta deal. Guess I’ll start with the Read more

Incredibly busy day at work today. 297 people. At a restaurant that has 18 tables that is rather a lot. Am beat. Tomorrow though I will look back and see it as a good day of exercise. Speaking of tomorrow, last day at Crossroads until Winter break likely. With the exception of janitor shifts, at Read more

Greg’s doctor appointment was splendid, all good news. Except for the fact that now he has proof his cholesteral is at an uber healthy rate, he is “encouraging” me to cut back on pizza and such, apparently it is not healthy enough. Hah. Haven’t had any pizza since he “encouraged” it though, 4 days or Read more