Shiloh

I am remote. An infidel to this obscure world. I put a step forward and am drawn back 3. I am torn by the emotional self conflicts I have. I am scarred by the relationship with Greg. I am burden by the stress of work, school, and family. I am succumbed into remorse for a… Read more

Hurts to be away, hurts to be with. Where is the escape? Read more

It was a dark and stormy night… Actually, it was morning, cos it was 0100 hours, and it was fairly bright, cos we were indoors, and there’s also no storms inside… More to the point. After clocking out at 0100 hours tonight (was scheduled to work 1700-2300, ended up working 1730-0100), I was swarmed by… Read more

Argh. Stuck at work. Lets see how many child labor laws i cant break tonight. Sigh. Read more

Well, bit the bullet. It turned out well. Don’t have much time so will post more later. All in all, true friends will always remain just that, and I’m damn glad for it. Now all I have to look forward to is Somsak’s answer (asked him out today, and he said “give me a few… Read more

I know I have done wrong. I also know I have done right. The question is where does one find the balance on which to judge and compare the two? Does one outweigh the other? Is it all worth the pain, or should I save a lost friendship and bite the bullet? It’s not that… Read more

Have I done the right thing? Is this really how it ends up? I knew this would come of it, or did I? Why does everything have to be so difficult? What is going on? Argh. I feel terrible but I think I did the right thing. I mean, it was going on for months… Read more

Shattered dreams. Unthawed heart. Feelings of hopelessness and resent. Pride. Ignorance. Putrid. Disgust. Unbearable. Pain. Anguish and depression. All of these are streaming through my blood, rampant fury amok my mind, my central estate. By controlling them, I can ingnore they do not exist. I can hide my anger, my joy, my depression, my confusion.… Read more

Been a while since I made a big update. It’s going to stay that way for a bit yet, cos I’ve been drinking german alcohol, and lots of it. Muahahaha. The force is strong in this one. Or that one. or something, I dun really know right now, but it’s strong. 😀 England rocked, want… Read more

Sweet! I have been moved to 1st class because of an 110 minute delay which doesnt set me behind, only cuts into layovers! Cool! Read more