So since i posted once during the year of 2008, I figured I should probably posted again in 2009. It’s astounding to me each time I read this, how much I’ve changed. Even now, I wonder if I do not follow up with maintaining these posts, if I check this again in 2010 (assuming I’m still alive), how much I’ll have changed then.

Where will I be then? What will I be like? Will I look different? Will I have different jobs? I’ve positioned myself to move within a year…and my goal is Sept 2010. If I’m successful, this time next year I’ll be in a much bigger city, or if nothing else much further away.

England is another possibility of moving to, again. Sounds like I’ll finally be making my 2nd trip there this January. I’ve attempted to move and visit so many times in the past, yet all but one occurence have failed me. I’m hoping this one follows through, but I’m not setting any for sure goals on it. (Yet, I have requested the time off work.)

The other options I have for moving are Portland OR, Eugene OR, and Minneapolis MN. I have several promising leads on all of them, so it sounds hopeful. I need to save up money for it. Which, now that I’m finally 21 (it’s so weird, just was reading my 18th birthday posts and my countdown to 18, and here I am partially on my way to 22…), it’s hard to save money. I blow a lot at the bars.

I cut up all of my credit cards earlier this year, even my debit cards. That’s really helped. However, for better or worse, I dropped out of college after this last semester. I don’t have the financial aid to assist me, but I’m working 2 jobs, and I have a 3rd starting next month, plus running my own business (holy busy-ness!!!) so income should be sufficient to pay bills, pay off cards, and build up some savings. We’ll see how it goes as time goes on…

New roommate. Her name is Kit. She’s a little different that most people I know, but she’s a very good person. I like her.

Been getting pranked called for the last several months around 11pm-3am tonight. Hasn’t really bothered me until tonight. They mentioned that I was a fucking freak and that I’d burn in hell. That didn’t really bother me at all…I try to be less dramatic and let idiots do their worst and have it roll off my back…but then they struck me down. They told me my dad was waiting for me there [in hell]. I was shocked and crushed. I’ve always been very sensitive about my dad and his past…I don’t really know what happened after that point but I’m pretty sure I was sealed shut with silence. I’m very perturbed by this event, and have contacted police, PI’s and my phone company requesting assitance in tracking down this number. Hopefully this issue will be resolved soon.

I’m really hoping I can keep up with this blog…I’ve got so much to share. I post A LOT now on facebook, but maybe I’ll try to transfer it here. I’ve had this blog much longer, and it’s always much more personal on here since it’s not quite an open vault for everyone to read. I will, however, most likely give the addresses out to my closest friends… That is, at this point, Greg, Rich (whom unfortunately we don’t speak much anymore, but I trust him deeply), and LJ.

I haven’t mentioned LJ before, but he’s a good guy I met earlier this year. Granted we’ve had our differences, but I still trust him. I would most definitely give this link to my friend Amanda, if she had internet, but her family is going through some very rough times right now, so when the time is right I’ll give it to her, and maybe one day she’ll be reading through this and this shout out will catch her eye.

Speaking of shout out, I think one more person I’ll give this link to is Autumn. Autumn and I have also had our quarrels, but she’s amazing, and I think she would be intriuged by all of this. Maybe not, but at any rate, I wouldn’t mind having some readers of my blog!! Haha.

Well, it’s late, and I’ve gotta be up for work in a couple hours…I remember Micah (maybe I’ll give him the link to this blog too, actually) always used to end his blogs with a specific signature… “Stay Classy” I think it read…I’d like to come up with a signature like that…Wonder what I should use…

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I’ll have to think about that signature before I decide..in the mean time, good night fellow bloggers and readers!!