It’s been just about a day since my last post. Again, time flies by. What is time? Does it actually exist? I know not of it’s tangability, but of it’s usability in the commonality of the irrational world, could this mean that time is an object when used as a scope or a device to count down to our death date? Perhaps a mischevious creation of some person who thought of nothing better to do but than to mathmatically figure out exactly how long one “day” is, how many days in a year, a value of z, how to divide those days into an x amount of months resulting in a y amount of days giving you y per x when contrasted to z? Is time an illusion? A point of reference? Let’s see, how does dictionary.com define Time…

14 different definitions, several sub definitions. Reading over them, they’re all very basic. It matters not, for what matters is not time by any means but by who it is that is to be counting the time whilst time is not timing the counter counting the timing of the time. Is that possible? I know not of these trivial things.

“More matter less art.” What a lovely quote. Anyone know where it’s from? A quite famous play, I’ll hint you. At what extremecy will a person go to or for in order to find the answer to a question? Is it the content of the question that depends, or the will to find the answer? Can you honestly answer a question with a question? It appears you can, but if only to weigh an object more. Perhaps my thoughts lie within too deep of water for my trivial mind. I place too much time on questions that will not benefit me personally, outside of perhaps, my mentallity. For better or worse? It depends: whether or not it is more commendable to set aside, give up… or, to continue unvariably until the answer either becomes clear, or unattainable.

Bah, don’t listen to me; I don’t know what the hell I’m talking about, just a bunch of useless shit that’s going through my head at 1.21 am, on a non school night.

Oops. I moved to a different tab on firefox, forgot about this thing, it’s been about 45 minutes haha. I can’t think clearly right now, I’m sad, for reasons I’m scared to post in a public blog. That’s okay, this blog is more to help me sort out my thoughts and to vent, then to actually help me get help… …right?