Fembuelita

My journey from femboy twink to hot lesbian grandma

One down, N many to go

Another day goes by, 24 hours gone, in a flash. It doesn’t seem like that long, but seeming for time can seem to fool your mental time clock as a seeming result of the time seeming to go much quicker whilst you’re doing seemingly entertaining activities rather than seeming to sitting alone while seeming to do nothing for what may seem like an eternity. You know? I don’t; I barely understand what the hell I just said.

No matter, communication with myself is important only when compared to communication with my actions. For example, does it really matter if you don’t think deeply when you are doing nothing? I think not, but who really gives a flying fuck anyways?

I’m rather in one of those moods where I just don’t care about much right now, I’m tired, and craving nicotene. I made it without a smoke, after being presented the oppurtunity too many times. If I can do it today I can do it again tommorow. I just need to find other things to occupy my mind on.

I seen an old friend tonight when I was hanging out with some friends; I hadn’t talked to her since Sophmore year, with the exception of maybe 2 occasions with short run ins. She was working though so I didn’t have long to talk, but I gave her my number and hopefully we can hang out again like we used to. I enjoyed our friendship then, she’s a great friend.

Oh yeah, I bought my favorite band’s CD tonight. The Rasmus – Dead Letters, it’s a good CD, but it doesn’t have all the songs on it I thought it would, oh well. It made me happy.

Enough of the useless banter though, onto what really counts – and as soon as I figure out just what exactly that is, I’ll let you know.


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