I’d really like to post a picture of my new hair style, but the webcam is currently not working. When it is, I’ll do so. I’d also really like to do a bunch of stuff online I haven’t had time to lately, but the time just isn’t there. I’ll post more later, plenty of new… Read more

Recieved my first kiss (followed by a 20 minute make out session) from another guy tonight. Wow. Amazing. I’ve never had a more erotic time in a car than when I was dropped off by Ryan after Denny’s tonight. Sorry Greg, you had your chance, there’s always next time. I see Ryan again tomorrow night.… Read more

And everyday, I still think of him. Maybe I should just ask him out again? Will it work, this time, overseas and all? No. It won’t. I can’t, I will end up becoming angry at taking it out him, again, and again. Just like last time. Why? This is so, because I can’t control myself… Read more

I can’t get him out of my head! Why?! Not that I want to, but why am I always thinking of him? Every little thing reminds me of him! What is it that drives this absurd thought process? Is this love or is this obsession? Obsession of love, maybe? I know this not, and not… Read more

So I’m listening to Queen right now (like usual). “Breakthru” is the title of the song. The lyrics that keep relating to me are “Somehow I have to make this final breakthru.” This applies to me everyday and everynight, I constantly have a struggle going on. I am constantly battling something, searching for an escape,… Read more

Sigh… Just a few months longer, hang in there Elliott. Read more

Oh my god. I feel soooooo freaking terrible. I don’t know what to do. It’s the one thing I can’t talk about, the only secret I really have. It’s so private I can’t even post about it on here. I just need to acknoweldge that I feel the worst I’ve felt in ages about it.… Read more

Welcome to 2006. New Year’s eve was a blast. I loved it. Had a lot of fun partying with my friend Micah. I’m all moved out now. All moved in, too. Can’t come online much, cos they’re on dial up and their PC sucks. Thanks to Rich for alloting me more time to pay him… Read more

Wow. What a busy month. Holiday season at all. Between retail and the food service, work has been ubelievably busy, especially the last few days. Tonight was amazingly hectic, I was ambushed from the moment I walked in. Was in photo tonight at Shopko. Some lady deposited 3 memory sticks from her digital camera, and… Read more