So I just left the Hampton Inn, where my now ex-boyfriend Ryan works. I’ll tell you more about him later on, probably in a different post. Anyway, while I was there his sister called him and he told her that he would talk to her later because “Elliott is here right now, actually.” Which, after… Read more

Hello everyone! 🙂 Thankfully, I’m still alive. So I just read every single one of my posts that I’ve written on here and I must say… Wow have I changed (and hopefully matured a little bit!) I couldn’t help but to notice my hipocrisies (sp?) throughout my journal posts. For instance, several days after I… Read more

Sammi is massaging my back right now. I feel euphoric. Read more

He’s such a fucking asshole. No respect. He doesn’t give a shit about me, why do I still care about him? AHHHHHHHHHH. Make it stop, I went through the same heart breaking shit this exact same time last year. I’m so fucking sick of feeling this way! I wish there was a drug for a… Read more

So, it’s been a while since my last update, but whatever. Essentially, I was dating this boy named Lucas for just over 3 months, from end of Aug to just recently. Saturday, actually. Anyway. So, over the last few weeks, basically the entire month of November, he had grown more and more distant. Looks like… Read more

I’m 18 as of two hours ago. Went to crown books at midnight. Bought some “supplies.” Went to the gas station at 0030, bought some smokes. Went to Denny’s at 0045, got a free piece of cheesecake. Leftovers in the fridge. I’m so happy. ^^ Much thanks to Rich for his generosity tonight, too! Love… Read more

I wrote this email the night I came out of the closet to myself. 9:35pm, May 18th, 2005. Hey Greg, I was in the midst of sending you a really important email, andsomething happened and I lost it, so I’ll start over I guess. First off, I’d wanted to apologize for leaving so abruptly once… Read more

Yeah. it’s been a while since my last real entry. i mean, i posted a couple of minutes ago, but nothing revealing or anything. mostly, i’ve just been too busy to post. homework is at its peak in the year, and so is my work life. busy busy busy. i think i have too many… Read more

and this is what it resulted in:Take the quiz: What kind of gay man are you? (Gay guys only, PICS)HornyYou are the Horny Gay Man! You can’t help but fuck everyone around you. You’ve been known to pass your cock around. You don’t remember a single guys name, but call them by the month and… Read more

a mere 273 days until my dreams become a reality. Go ENGLAND! BOO YEAH MOFO! OMFG! *is hyperventilating* *orgasms* *squeals* *snorts* *breathes into paper bag* *dies* April twelth, 2006. A ROCKING DAY. GO FAT BOTTOMED GIRLS. IS THAT REALLY HOW YOU SPELL TWELTH. OMFG <3. Read more