Shiloh

One challenge after another. Got my mobile phone taken away on the first day of school, second class of the day, that was a new experience. Ironically enough, it is the same teacher that last year had me kicked out of Algebra II for being in Algebra I at the same time. Piss head. Ah Read more

Well, it has been a long short summer. Falling in love. Nearly meeting boyfriend. Getting two more jobs. Quitting the original. New friends, people discovering my sexuality. Myself discovering my sexuality. Work promotions, self demotions, afflictions in friendships. Life hardships. School supply shopping. Removed from household, placed back into household. Coming out of the closet Read more

There, I told you I would post in my blog and mention you. =P I want to go for a long drive. And I want to go now. Read more

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I HATE RELIGION. CHRISTIANITY. BHUDDISM. AFRIKAANISM. YOU NAME IT. Especially christianity though. One question that really irks me. If according to christian belief, all non christians are doomed to go to hell, and Jesus was not a christian, how is he exempt from that? Ugh. God religion makes me pissed. It does the exact Read more

Wow. Where to start. What an incredible 2 weeks (nearly) it has been since my last update. The beginning? Where is the begining? I’ll just post whatever comes to mind, when it comes to mind, sorry if it’s random topic switching, this is a journal entry though, not some piece of literature. First off. It’s Read more

Summer. 2003/2004. I am carefree, content, happy, alone but free, joyous. My average summer day consists of working a four hour shift, 3 out of 7 days a week, and playing video games the rest of the day. I stay up until night becomes morning to afternoon, sleep, go to work, repeat. I was the Read more

I decided to try a new approach at getting along with my mother tonight. I am slowly realizing rather than waiting for my time to move out to finally come, that a good challenege would be to find a way to communicate efficiently and honestly with my mother. With that in mind, after talking to Read more

Ah, amazing what 12 hours of sleep can do to a person. An email from a good friend, a long chat with another. I feel as if I can take on the world now. Recieved the same advice from both people, “absorbtion.” Sounds like a worthy idea, if I have been friends with them this Read more

I’m very angry, at the moment. Perhaps it is a build up everything over the last few days especially. Let me start from the top. I used to have a secret, one that I didn’t even know myself. Over time I’ve come to understand this secret, and have just recently begun to accept it. Kudos Read more

Got a promotion at work today, at the meeting. I’m way excited about it. Assistant manager position. Only matinees as for now, but that’s definitley okay, because with being 16, this is a huge step for me anyways. Not to mention I will soon learn to operate and do “mechanical” work with the projectors and Read more