Shiloh

Who will be there for me, when I do? I can only believe that I will find out soon enough. Read more

Or is it where to end, that is truly the question? Sometimes I miss you so much I cannot think about anything else. I heard someone say once “I wish I could quit you.”, but I don’t wish that. There are so many other things I’d rather quit than you. I love you–for better or Read more

Got dumped, again. 5 relationships in a about 8 weeks. Impressive. Grant it, two of them were the same person and both were ended by my will, but it was necessary. Had a chat with Greg today. ..*sigh* Read more

I cannot help but to feel incomplete. Read more

I’m so sick of your bullshit. You act like you’re superior and everything about you is perfect. You took me for grant it when I was yours, kicked me to the side, only wanted me when you were bored and had nothing else to do. Now that I’m unavailable, you pressure me with your guilt Read more

Sometimes I wish I had never dated you at all. All this pain, waiting, confusion.. Why? Why cant we just be happy without each other? Ahhh!!!! Read more

So Ryan is old news, by now. Broke up with him again a while ago. Started dating this girl named Zoe (with umlauts above the e, pronounced Zoey.) Anyways, I really liked her. She was extremely intruiging, great personality and anything that didn’t go her way, she could simply brush off and continue living a Read more

Like my joy, she is gone… Read more

I’d really like to post a picture of my new hair style, but the webcam is currently not working. When it is, I’ll do so. I’d also really like to do a bunch of stuff online I haven’t had time to lately, but the time just isn’t there. I’ll post more later, plenty of new Read more

Recieved my first kiss (followed by a 20 minute make out session) from another guy tonight. Wow. Amazing. I’ve never had a more erotic time in a car than when I was dropped off by Ryan after Denny’s tonight. Sorry Greg, you had your chance, there’s always next time. I see Ryan again tomorrow night. Read more