Fembuelita

My journey from femboy twink to hot lesbian grandma

Shiloh

  • Sammi is massaging my back right now. I feel euphoric. Read more

  • He’s such a fucking asshole. No respect. He doesn’t give a shit about me, why do I still care about him? AHHHHHHHHHH. Make it stop, I went through the same heart breaking shit this exact same time last year. I’m so fucking sick of feeling this way! I wish there was a drug for a Read more

  • The collapse of rome

    So, it’s been a while since my last update, but whatever. Essentially, I was dating this boy named Lucas for just over 3 months, from end of Aug to just recently. Saturday, actually. Anyway. So, over the last few weeks, basically the entire month of November, he had grown more and more distant. Looks like Read more

  • 18

    I’m 18 as of two hours ago. Went to crown books at midnight. Bought some “supplies.” Went to the gas station at 0030, bought some smokes. Went to Denny’s at 0045, got a free piece of cheesecake. Leftovers in the fridge. I’m so happy. ^^ Much thanks to Rich for his generosity tonight, too! Love Read more

  • One year later

    I wrote this email the night I came out of the closet to myself. 9:35pm, May 18th, 2005. Hey Greg, I was in the midst of sending you a really important email, andsomething happened and I lost it, so I’ll start over I guess. First off, I’d wanted to apologize for leaving so abruptly once Read more

  • the beginning of the stray ends?

    Yeah. it’s been a while since my last real entry. i mean, i posted a couple of minutes ago, but nothing revealing or anything. mostly, i’ve just been too busy to post. homework is at its peak in the year, and so is my work life. busy busy busy. i think i have too many Read more

  • I took a test

    and this is what it resulted in:Take the quiz: What kind of gay man are you? (Gay guys only, PICS)HornyYou are the Horny Gay Man! You can’t help but fuck everyone around you. You’ve been known to pass your cock around. You don’t remember a single guys name, but call them by the month and Read more

  • 273 Fooking days! YES!

    a mere 273 days until my dreams become a reality. Go ENGLAND! BOO YEAH MOFO! OMFG! *is hyperventilating* *orgasms* *squeals* *snorts* *breathes into paper bag* *dies* April twelth, 2006. A ROCKING DAY. GO FAT BOTTOMED GIRLS. IS THAT REALLY HOW YOU SPELL TWELTH. OMFG <3. Read more

  • A repititous disapointment

    “You’re really coming this time?” asked the doubtful voice aligned with hope, triggered by the possibility of sucess. “Forseen difficulties have proved just that, difficult,” the outcasted figure replied in his infamous alterations. “Money has you clutched tight once again, I gather?” the voice attacked with shattered hope and fufilled disapointment. “Then time challenged by Read more

  • Good God, I am crashing now. Someone save me, I don’t know if I can keep doing it myself. Read more