Shiloh

OVer the last week I’ve overcome an incredible amount of emotional and mental barriers, but I fear the worst is not yet behind me. I’m almost ready to admit to the world, what I’ve just recently admitted to myself. It’s not that it is anyone else’s business, but if anyone reads this, it’s not as Read more

It goes on and off. When it is on, all is good, when it is off, perhaps not always so good. It has been flickering like mad, recently. Had a wonderful day on Monday and Tuesday, passed out almost immediately after school on Monday, and Tuesday, I went to school, and straight to work right Read more

Well, I snuck out of my house after posting that, went to wal-mart (i know, i know, sorry, they’re cheap!) to go shopping, which is always fun to do when your sad or hungry, or both! 😀 I ended up buying a CD player (with a built in radio for only $25 – OMG can Read more

I couldn’t finish my post before, I lost control. There was a promise to myself I made. Several months ago. His old computer, in the room next door, it’s damaged, the software is bugged. The computer is an Apple II GS from 1987, so there’s not really much help available for it; but I’m good Read more

Have you ever found yourself happy and depressed at the same time? It’s a bitch, if you haven’t. You are filled with joy and glee towards some aspects of life, and miserably depressed with the other parts; it totally sucks. I have every reason to be happy, Abbie is wonderful, work is going excellent, I’ve Read more

I have just seen the scariest fucking video in my entire life. Not only that, there’s thousands and thousands of documents that relate to it and such. I suppose it would help a person understand what I’m talking about if I told them what it is, circumcision. I know it’s not exactly a topic lots Read more

It’s been just about a day since my last post. Again, time flies by. What is time? Does it actually exist? I know not of it’s tangability, but of it’s usability in the commonality of the irrational world, could this mean that time is an object when used as a scope or a device to Read more

I recently came across some good advice from a friend. Proposing an idea, that seems very worthy of giving it a shot. I’ve heard other variations of it, but nothing so simple as the way he put it. I’ll give it a try the next time I am obligated to do something. If it works, Read more

I’m swarmed by emotions, thoughts, concerns, panic, fear, anything that could possibly be an outcome of what I’m thinking right now. The thing is, I don’t know what I’m thinking right now. Am I thinking of this problem I have within the mentality of my own mind? Or is it a problem within that problem? Read more

Breathe in through the nose, and out through the mouth. Repeat until calmed. Works wonders. I’m feeling better now, after getting my mind off of family and life, and concentrating on my work instead rather. Work went well, aside from being stuck with cleaning the entire popper, changing poster cases in the rain, changing signs, Read more