Yeah. it’s been a while since my last real entry. i mean, i posted a couple of minutes ago, but nothing revealing or anything. mostly, i’ve just been too busy to post. homework is at its peak in the year, and so is my work life. busy busy busy.

i think i have too many friends, as well. i’m always doing stuff with them instead of homework, haha. oh well, they make me happy so i’m keeping them! 😀

So the love life is struggling, like usual. Still in love with Greg, and it seems to be mutual, but the pond is growing ever bigger. we’ll blame it on greenhouse effect. damn it. 😛 need to find a job in england so i can move over there in jan.

school is going pretty poorly. sturggling quite efficiently. i really need to focus or i’m going to fail high school. argh. i actually, for the first time, requested time off work so i could do my homework. my 3rd creative writing project is due soon. i’m excited about it, but really need to work hard to get it done on time. it’s my best class, and i don’t want to f’ it up.

back to the love life, there are several boys i’m interested in, but i’m shite with commitments. one of the boys, i like a lot, but he is straight. or claims to be, at least. he has told me he is curious, but expresses no interest in pursing that curiosity. it’s disapointing, because he’s really hot, and quite fun. another, is somsak once again. still think he’s cute and fun. maybe i’ll try pursuing that again. then there is this new one. he’s cute, fun, and very interesting. i met him a few years ago, when he was actually a she, but i never got to know him. i’m very proud of him for the progress that he’s made over the years, and i hope to continue getting to know him.

Nick turned 18 on tuesday. happy birthday to him. it makes me excited for my 18th birthday. im going to count the days now, actually. 103 days, including today, if you consider today as thursday, even though it’s only 12.33a.

Cigarettes are still there, dunno if i’ll ever be free of them. i’ve lost the motivation to quit, so yeah. when it comes back, ill try it again, but for now, it’s just not there.

i’m pretty far behind on saving up money for england, by about $2000, behind. the reasons are partly from loaning money, but mostly just from spending too much. bought a lot of clothing lately. i like it, but i need to limit myself.

jamies getting married soon. i’m excited for her wedding. there is a possiblity that greg will be here for it, but i don’t see it as likely. his parents are gone for two weeks in june, and the only thing stopping him from coming down here, once again, is work. he put in a request off, but his managers have it just sitting there yet. i wish i could convince him to persue it, and i know he could get off if he really wanted to, but he doesn’t. i must admit, it makes me slightly angry, but not much i can do about it except accept it and get over it. if he actually makes it here, i’ll be really surprised. extremely happy, but surprised. it would be completely unlike him to do. ah well.

i may be graduating soon. it’s invigorating to think i’ll finally be done with school. however, most likely, i’ll be back in school next semester, for a semester. i already know what class i’m going to take if i am, though. world lit, (as i need an english lit credit) and a business class, so i can get out of school early.

i’ve decided to grow my hair out again into a fauxhawk. i really like having short hair, but i’ve been told my fauxhawk looks better. i liked that too, just a bitch having to take care of it. lol. i’m not meant to be a high maintainence type of guy. ah well. such it up and deal, bitch! XD and i would love to suck it up.

god i’m a pervert. a horny pervert, according to my “what type of gay man are you” test (see below). it makes sense. i wouldn’t cheat, but i’m pathetic at commitments. that, and i love men too much. i’ve pretty much come to the conclusion that i’m gay, as since i have no real urge as far as women go, but the twist is that i’d sleep with a woman. i guess it’s just because i’m male and horny. haha, oh well.

i feel like i have more to say, but i cannot think of what it is at this time, so maybe ill post again soon, later.

Ciao loves. Or, to do the usual–Cheers!