And everyday, I still think of him. Maybe I should just ask him out again? Will it work, this time, overseas and all? No. It won’t. I can’t, I will end up becoming angry at taking it out him, again, and again. Just like last time. Why? This is so, because I can’t control myself when it comes to my emotions. I’ve always been a person to express them, but…I don’t know, guess I just lack control all together. Not to mention fact, I would hardly speak or see him now that I’ve been reduced to dial up. I have msn messenger on my mobile now, but it’s extremely slow and inefficient, takes 30 seconds just to load the page to type a message, 20 seconds to type it, and another 30 seconds to post and 30 seconds to see his response. I can’t say I wish I could move on, because I don’t wish that. I just wish we could be together, and not live across the “pond”. Life’s a bitch, eh?