It goes on and off. When it is on, all is good, when it is off, perhaps not always so good.

It has been flickering like mad, recently. Had a wonderful day on Monday and Tuesday, passed out almost immediately after school on Monday, and Tuesday, I went to school, and straight to work right after.

Ended up going out to eat with a good friend, for privacy issues we’ll call him Edward. Usually we talk online, but it was a good change to be able to talk in person, about peronal issues. I wasn’t quite as open as I wanted to be, but more open than I ever have been in “reality”; it was a good start for a first trial at that. Looking forward to doing it again sometime in the near future. Perhaps Sams the next time, hmm Ed? ^.-

He gave me some great advice, and I realized some of the advice I have given him, is perhaps advice that I’ve been trying to give myself over the years too. I’m feeling good about that.

Found a note in my door today, from one of my friends I park nearby at school. I usually just pull straight into the parking space, but I decided to try something different, for a change, and back into the spot. Well I was in a hurry, and somewhat in pain from slamming my elbow inbetween the door and the cab of my truck, on my way to school (long story…), so i just pulled it in, didn’t really check and went inside. Turns out I was sticking out rather 12-18 inches from the end of the parking spot. The note said “Elliott, You park like shit. haha, Carrie” It has inspired me to quad park tommorow, just to see if she prefers that parking better. 🙂

On a more serious topic though; I’ve had this situation, that has been there for several years on end now. Talking to two good friends I think I’ve become a little more understanding, and much more accepting of it. I actually wrote a very long email to one of them tonight, I’ve known him for several years, and he’s been perhaps the best friend to me that I’ve ever known, despite the fact I’ve never met him face-to-face, and he doesn’t even live on the same continent. Have to love the internet. I trust him more than anyone else in this world, and I would give nothing or take nothing to compensate for that friendship.

It’s strange how people think you can’t truly know another without seeing them, but it’s the same concept as a blind person. Becoming friends with a blind person would be the same as becoming friends with one whom you only know from online, you can communicate, but it’s not a visual relationship, despite the fact we both have seen eachothers photos and use microphones to actually talk to one another, etc.

I’m going to see Star Wars tonight, I’ve been looking forward to it for a while now, should be fun. Although, it does not start until midnight, and therefore does not get out until just after 2.30am, which is going to kick my ass for school tommorow, perhaps another repeat of sunday night/monday morning.

I think I may, actually take an hour nap right now, before I leave for the movie. Good night.